So I bet that all the McDonald’s near the border to Mexico , have Mexican and/or Chicano art on there walls

So I bet that all the McDonald’s near the border to Mexico , have Mexican and/or Chicano art on there walls

Let the journey of three thousand miles begin…

Start of a journey…

Today is the first time that I will leave the States to celebrate the holidays across the border. The day has stared out weird and hectic with last minute cleaning, washing, yelling . I going to go see my mom for the first time in 4 months. But I’m also leaving my counterpart behind, my lady…. I miss you already and I haven’t lady yet, I love you Jessy , have fun skiing and be safe, This is going to be a long ride :\

I have been told that im crazy. That i have an obsession with “Aliens”
Its not true. They just fail to believe that this universe, this immense universe is not holding life in other planets
Thats the comments that unintelligent, brainless people would say. Just think about it. One planet containing life out of many other planets and universes out there. Lets be real people, its stupid.
Yes, i know that Religion places a big role in this.
Yes science and religion dont mix.
But thinking that we are the only advance civilization out there is absurd!

I have been told that im crazy. That i have an obsession with “Aliens”

Its not true. They just fail to believe that this universe, this immense universe is not holding life in other planets

Thats the comments that unintelligent, brainless people would say. Just think about it. One planet containing life out of many other planets and universes out there. Lets be real people, its stupid.

Yes, i know that Religion places a big role in this.

Yes science and religion dont mix.

But thinking that we are the only advance civilization out there is absurd!

Box of Chocolates

I stay up here again thinking about the things you said. But, how is that someone can break you into tears? How is it that someone can stay on the other side of that phone and listen to the other person begging them not to leave?

What is there left when everything back fires? Girlfriend, work, life…

"Life is like a box of chocolates, you’ll never know what you get"

I can see why now.. who knew that i was going to go through three break ups, who knew that i was going to fuck up tonight? …Nobody.

Now i stay thinking and ask myself one thing. What happens when everything is down the fucking drain and your perfectly visioned world is falling apart? Your wife or girlfriend threaten you of leaving you, then what? What remains after everything is gone? giving you all the power to call it off and ending it, right there on the spot?

Why you so hardheaded, and not leave?

The answer is simple… love.

I guess life and love are the same thing.

In life, shit happens same as love. But theres one thing that life will never do… forgive.

Life is a bitch, and no bitch will never forgive. But, love is rare. Love is something else. Its Magical, weird, confusing. Love can break the strongest of souls.

I have turned in my list of fuck ups and i failed …. miserably! But im a work in progress, im still learning from you. Dont take it as a bad thing but im still learning.

You said that you giving me this time to be by myself, to think about us. But i miss you already.

Im not breaking up with you my love. Its just that you and i know very well that we can’t be without each other.

But,

if this is what you want then, by all means you go ahead.

Just to be gone too long …

Forever & ever?

Carlos

—and bby, im only a phone call away

love you

To my one and only…

There’s sleepless nights that i stay up just thinking about you. I think about about how the world shifted in order for us to meet. You came and helped me out of this hole, that was full of fear, loneliness, and sadness. Yet you became my hero and the love of my life. You reconstructed my heart andgave a reason to stay. I know i spoil you, i know i give you everything i can. But its not about that. Its about giving you the time of your life! But with every great love comes great pain. I’m done with my past. It took this long, and i know it was hard it was for you. Thanks bby, for hearing me out.

But, the whole purpose of this is to thank you.

I thank you for poking me,

I thank you for hearing me out,

I thank you for trusting in me,

I thank you for helping me out when i didnt have anybody else to turn too,

I thank you for believeing in me,

I thank you for being my best friend,

I thank you for making smile,

I thank you for making me stay,

I thank you for staying on the phone with all night, even though sometimes we have nothing to say,

I thank you for loving me with all your heart,

I thank you for giving me one hell of a 10 month journey!

You are a wonderful, sweet, nice, loving person. You have been there for me and i will be there for you. I will always support you, no matter what it is.

Love you.. un chingo!!

Forever yours,

Carlos

I AM NOT GOING!!!!!

well this winter season has been the GREATEST!!!

  • i took my lady out to “ICE Palace” …..SHE LOVED IT (i think)
  • we went skiing (my 1st time EVER… but i caught on pretty fast)  and spend the WHOLE day together!
  • We spent Christmas eve/Christmas together and played “SCENE IT”
  • AND NOW!!! we are going to the Redskins vs cowgirls game!  Front Row Seats!!!

and i love my girl …. SO  much